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Saturday, March 05, 2011 Somehow i know i'm in a very safe position because when something drastic happens, i always fall back unto God. When things don't go the way it should, when something made me feel uneasy and lost, i know i can count on my God. It is a blessing to know a God that can help me tank alot of rubbish and pull me through all awkward situations and no matter what, i will always become stronger in my faith. Leading a new cg or rather dg now. i feel as though i'm drifting away from church because there's not much people left to fellowship with in church. Maybe there is, but i always expect people to come to me. i am starting to adopt a very self absorbed attitude where everything should be about how people can help me. maybe i am a little tired of always giving in my workplace, just wished that church could be a little more 'charitable' towards me. maybe i am not doing it the right way, doing it out of my own love. God i pray that u'll grant me more of ur love so that i can love others. s0me of my students think that i show favortism in class just because i allowed one of them to sit behind. i don't suppose i need to explain to them the rationale behind my actions but i definitely ahve a reason for doing so. i guess in some sense, all of us got to have a lil faith. i know im not the best teacher, but i am definitely working towards being a good teacher that my students can look up to, can confide in and can perform their best in school. give me time and i will show u that i am sincere. in the aspects of my relationship, God is giving me more signs now and its time that i learn to trust him and not worry so much about it. the right one aint here yet. its so close, i thought she was the one but she isn't. how can i be so sure? maybe im not but if she is, she'll somehow be a major part of my life whether i like it or not. people are so complicated sometimes, i admit im not that simple too but what i want is pretty clear. a small group of close friends that i can share my life with and worship God together. still waiting for two prayers to be answered. someday i know God will answer it. if my two best friends knew how much i want them to be saved. Jesus is Love |