stuff
Kelvin
1st September
Affliation: Bartley Christian Church/ NOVO/ muffins
physics conqueror
web counter
~March 2005~
~April 2005~
~May 2005~
~June 2005~
~July 2005~
~August 2005~
~September 2005~
~October 2005~
~November 2005~
~December 2005~
~January 2006~
~February 2006~
~March 2006~
~April 2006~
~May 2006~
~June 2006~
~July 2006~
~August 2006~
~September 2006~
~October 2006~
~November 2006~
~December 2006~
~January 2007~
~February 2007~
~March 2007~
~April 2007~
~May 2007~
~June 2007~
~July 2007~
~August 2007~
~September 2007~
~October 2007~
~November 2007~
~December 2007~
~January 2008~
~February 2008~
~March 2008~
~April 2008~
~May 2008~
~June 2008~
~July 2008~
~August 2008~
~September 2008~
~October 2008~
~December 2008~
~January 2009~
~February 2009~
~March 2009~
~April 2009~
~May 2009~
~June 2009~
~July 2009~
~August 2009~
~September 2009~
~October 2009~
~November 2009~
~January 2010~
~February 2010~
~March 2010~
~April 2010~
~May 2010~
~June 2010~
~July 2010~
~September 2010~
~October 2010~
~March 2011~
designed by QOz
image from gettyimages
get more skins from blogskins
Thursday, November 22, 2007
yes, one last paper tommorrow and u know why im here blogging? simply because its physics and i know i'm going to do badly anyway. so far, all my papers were really tough, except for maths and c++. chem and marketing were tough. i dare to say that i did my best for chem but marketing, i studied only like today but its open book so ya. until yesterday, i had been feeling good because i did my best but after this paper, there was like a certain sense of guilt emerging somewhere and i can do nothing about it. somehow or rather, it became quite clear to me that eventhough i said it doesn't matter, it does now cuz i have never done so poorly for finals before, or rather after i became a christian. u know what, i'm going to stop thinking about it and move on.
so lets see, tmr will be a day of deliverance from the evil crutches of txtbooks. alas i can see the beautiful sunrise and smell the air of freedom. there are several things that i hope to accomplish.
1) i need to make a confession
2) i need to find suitable electives for next year
3) practise my tennis
4) get my body back in shape
5) shop for queens of queens
6) read up on physics for next year
7) plan my going out schedule
8) go out with my army friends
9) shop for christmas presents
10) plan for christmas celebration
11) go mambo night
12) pack my room
13) read a book
14) sleepovers!!
15) find stuff for tm camp
16) get a new laptop
17) improve my guitar skills
18) go out with my family
19) chocolate fondue at whoever's house
20) play maple like never b4
so er maybe several is an understatement. heh
+++9:29 PM+++
Jesus is Love
Friday, November 16, 2007
VIRGO MAN
Time is precious for Virgo man and if you make him wait, he will consider that as an insult. He hates to hear criticism and hates to be criticize. If he is criticizing other people, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac. He is and he likes to be a perfectionist. He always think he is doing the right and appropriate thing , and often he thinks he makes no mistake. He is a bright guy and could accept comments if he thinks it can improve himself. He is the type who well adjusted to make changes.
He will spent money carefully and spent it worthwhile. He will only extravagant for his personnel pleasure only. He is quite romantic, a type of guy who can drive 100 miles just to tell you how much he misses you. If he does not care about you, he will not even spent a dime to call you locally. Long distant special low rate call is also out of the question.
He hates rough and crude people. His woman has to be clean and dress well. He inspects any thing in details beside being a perfectionist, so you could be lying in your bikini with a perfect figure and he can suddenly comments you about your big feet. If you gain 2 pounds , he may comments you are getting too fat. Before going out with this kind of guy, look at yourself head to toe in the mirror and ask yourself if you are really and entirely ready. Unless he dates a model, then he will have less comments.
He is neat and tidy, so his life always in a schedule, a fix time to lunch, the same time to go home. He is well knowledge about food and conscious about nutrition, so you won't see this guy eating a junk food, or strange and exotic food for sure.
You will see him in social events or party if only necessary. He is gifted with acting, so if he says he can not go out with you because he is sick, then you will belief him. He is a hard to please when it comes to what to eat, how to work, what kind of a woman to date. He always neat and tidy all the times, even if he is in the army, he will be the cleanest soldier in the camp. He likes to speak properly with no slang. He hates laziness and lazy people. He always act like a boring mature adults, but getting to know him , you will know he has his own charm.
He always see things clearly, so he is not the type to be blinded by love. He is a kind and cool guy, but if constantly irritate with rudeness, ignorant, or stupidity then he will show you that he is annoyed. You may see a guy in this Zodiac dress up in an old shirt and old Jean, but if you look carefully, you will see that his hair is neat and unconsciously he will touch his hair a lot. His desk is always neat and if he sees small scrap paper on the floor, he will pick it up or put it in the basket.
People may think he is selfish, because when he says 'No', he really means it. Any favor asked , he will help but always in his own limit. The more he see faults in others, the less he wants people to see his. If you want him to change his faults, try to tell him gently or he could take it as an insult.
He wants love that comes with quality, so he only has a few loves in his life. Woman's trick will not work with him. If he breaks up with a woman, he will also try to avoid all her friends and her environments too. He is very picky and every breaking up, he will be double careful next time.
He can sweep woman with his charm, but he likes to keep his relationship like a friend. He likes a sincere self confident woman, neat and clean, perfect and tidy. A real two 'P' , picky and perfectionist Zodiac.
+++5:09 PM+++
Jesus is Love
Monday, November 12, 2007
straits time reported that china supermarket gave $2 discount on cooking oil thus came a huge crowd outside the supermarket and when it was opened, people rushed in. in the midst of it, alot of people got pushed on the floor and died as a result of people stomping over them. the death reached like 30. do u kill people for like the most $10 bucks if u buy 5 bottles of oil, which will probably take u a few months to finish it, maybe more. so err, congratulations, some old ladies died cuz u refused to help them get up while u were making sure that u save $2.
anyway, y i brought this up was because my family faced the same issue. i always thought that my family (maternal side) was quite closely bonded until when my grandma left us with some inheritance. my mum took care of my grandma every sat ever since she became quite sick, which was 3 yrs ago. even before that, we visited my grandma quite often. my grandma doted on her more than the other siblings but at the same time, my mum sacrificed alot of time to take care of her too. my point is that my mum did it out of love.
then when my grandma's condition got worse, all my aunties including my mum, took turns to stayover night with my grandma, taking shift throughout the week,making sure that she's okie. then when she passed away, all my relatives cared about was the amount of inheritance they were gonna get, expect for my mum who didn't want a single cent, expect to give my grandma the best burial and a proper tombstone.
anyway, there were alot of objections from the rest of them and my mum was like since they dun really wanna give then its okie, she'll fork out the money herself. then after that , she thought that the issue was over. but no, there were alot of backstabbing still going on, my relatives called her like almost once a week, saying that they had a meeting on how the money should be split among them and stuff and at the same time, they bad mouthed my mum for alot of things that she didn't do. while all these were going on for 1 mth already i think, my mum didn't care what they said and continued to run around from places to places to settle the administration stuff for my grandma while the rest of them continue bitching about her.
so, should i be angry? what did my mum do wrong? all the money she used up for is in black and white and before she does anything, she approached the rest. basically she followed all instructions, took all the blame and scolding when she did nothing. and, she happens to be the oldest sibling in the family who sacrificed her studies to take care of them when they were young.
if i say that im not pissed, im lying. if i say that i forgive them, im lying. at least for now. but God is gracious. before i heard about all these things concerning my mum, i received a parcel from daily bread with a book focusing on forgiveness. i glimpse through it and i prayed about it a few days back and i know what is expected of me as a christian.
i recall a few months back i told God to send me people who are hard to love so that i can honed my skills, nows the time. they will be coming over to my place during chinese new year. i know some of my cousins dun like me cuz they feel that im arrogant after i went into uni. what happened was that i greeted them but they din hear and i thought they did so i went on to do my work. its some dumb misunderstandings la but explaination is not good enough especially when its like related to my family.
so as i was saying, verses from the bible came flashing in my mind. do not repay evil with evil for what differences.. something like that. i was able to tell my bro this cuz he too was pissed and still am. he shared about how he was going to react like when my relative calls again to bug my mum about the money, he was going to ask them y, to make them feel bad. the issue is this, if u want the money, take it. my family is not interested. i will make sure that i will behave and be the same cheerful me who will greet everyone eventho they already form the impression that i suck. i will continue to respect them eventho they don't deserve it. i will continue to be nice to them and serve them if necessary. i will forgive them for making my mum cry for a very long time. i will even pray blessings over them because they need Jesus. may God grant me the strength and love to make all these statements sincere and true.
+++1:21 AM+++
Jesus is Love
Sunday, November 11, 2007
hello people, i continue to screw up my tests but guess what, i am not sad cuz my God is in control. i put in my best and if thats all that im gonna get, so be it. ultimately, only God knows where i will go, what i will do in future. He will be in charge of my everything, ranging from my family to my studies, to my other aspect of needs.
so er just finished watching two movies at cathay with my family. we watched stardust from 6.50 to 9pm and triangle from 9.50 to 11.44pm. the first show's not bad but the second, let me go into the details. the plot goes like this:
3 guys got into financial debts. one guy in coat pass them a gold chip and a name card with a webby. they tried calling the card but no one answered, then they saw the news that the guy died. they went to the webbie, found a treasure, got the treasure and smuggled it home. the treasure costs 10 million but one of them who was an expert in analysing antique deicded to push back the deal hoping to find a better offer. what happens next was that one cop who had an affair with one of the 3 guys' wife intended to kill him and accidentally found out about the treasure. so now, we know one guy deals with antique, guy b's wife cheated on him. as for the last guy C, had problems with one of the gang leader.
the climax of the show was when the cop took the treasure, the 3 guys went after him. they were at this deserted house where the cop got desperate and ran over guy b's wife, whom he had an affair with. 3 of them chased the cop until their tyres got punctured by this retarded buy who was on drugs and set traps to get business by changing tyres for them. they discovered that the cop was there too, so they sneaked to his room and wanted to see where he hid the treasure. anyway, the cop left the treasure in a white plastic bag and wrapped it with newspaper.
then, when the cop was having dinner at the rundown coffeeshop, the 3 guys tried to sneak on him. coincedentally, the gang leader was there doing business with a guy selling guns. guy A offed the main switch and as it was at night, no one could see anything. thus, guy A took this opportunity to grab the bag and switched it with another bag, in which he stuffed toilet paper and bra. as he ran for it, guy B followed but guy A was left behind. when the lights were on, guy C was almost attacked by both the cop and the gang leader.
as guyA was running off, he bumped into the retarded guy who happens to be running away from the cop. he was carrying this bag of drugs in the same white plastic bag so ya, they accidentally exchanged the bag. guy A felt stupid so he had to go back to the coffeeshop to grab his stuff back from the retarded guy. then, he saw the commotion. guy B wanted to rescue guy C so he offed the lights again and guess what, the cop who was going after the retarded guy arrived at the scene and then he asked all of them to open up the white bags. then guy A panicked and swtiched off the lights for the last time, grabbed the treasure and ran into a field with tall grass.
so the chase continues with everyone in it. all of them were armed so ya, basically everyone tried to kill everyone to get the treasure and the story ends when the cop with the retarded guy got the treasure and the 3 guys escaped without getting anything.
ahhh.. wad a lame show.!!
+++12:40 AM+++
Jesus is Love
yes, one last paper tommorrow and u know why im here blogging? simply because its physics and i know i'm going to do badly anyway. so far, all my papers were really tough, except for maths and c++. chem and marketing were tough. i dare to say that i did my best for chem but marketing, i studied only like today but its open book so ya. until yesterday, i had been feeling good because i did my best but after this paper, there was like a certain sense of guilt emerging somewhere and i can do nothing about it. somehow or rather, it became quite clear to me that eventhough i said it doesn't matter, it does now cuz i have never done so poorly for finals before, or rather after i became a christian. u know what, i'm going to stop thinking about it and move on.
so lets see, tmr will be a day of deliverance from the evil crutches of txtbooks. alas i can see the beautiful sunrise and smell the air of freedom. there are several things that i hope to accomplish.
1) i need to make a confession
2) i need to find suitable electives for next year
3) practise my tennis
4) get my body back in shape
5) shop for queens of queens
6) read up on physics for next year
7) plan my going out schedule
8) go out with my army friends
9) shop for christmas presents
10) plan for christmas celebration
11) go mambo night
12) pack my room
13) read a book
14) sleepovers!!
15) find stuff for tm camp
16) get a new laptop
17) improve my guitar skills
18) go out with my family
19) chocolate fondue at whoever's house
20) play maple like never b4
so er maybe several is an understatement. heh
Jesus is Love
Friday, November 16, 2007
VIRGO MAN
Time is precious for Virgo man and if you make him wait, he will consider that as an insult. He hates to hear criticism and hates to be criticize. If he is criticizing other people, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac. He is and he likes to be a perfectionist. He always think he is doing the right and appropriate thing , and often he thinks he makes no mistake. He is a bright guy and could accept comments if he thinks it can improve himself. He is the type who well adjusted to make changes.
He will spent money carefully and spent it worthwhile. He will only extravagant for his personnel pleasure only. He is quite romantic, a type of guy who can drive 100 miles just to tell you how much he misses you. If he does not care about you, he will not even spent a dime to call you locally. Long distant special low rate call is also out of the question.
He hates rough and crude people. His woman has to be clean and dress well. He inspects any thing in details beside being a perfectionist, so you could be lying in your bikini with a perfect figure and he can suddenly comments you about your big feet. If you gain 2 pounds , he may comments you are getting too fat. Before going out with this kind of guy, look at yourself head to toe in the mirror and ask yourself if you are really and entirely ready. Unless he dates a model, then he will have less comments.
He is neat and tidy, so his life always in a schedule, a fix time to lunch, the same time to go home. He is well knowledge about food and conscious about nutrition, so you won't see this guy eating a junk food, or strange and exotic food for sure.
You will see him in social events or party if only necessary. He is gifted with acting, so if he says he can not go out with you because he is sick, then you will belief him. He is a hard to please when it comes to what to eat, how to work, what kind of a woman to date. He always neat and tidy all the times, even if he is in the army, he will be the cleanest soldier in the camp. He likes to speak properly with no slang. He hates laziness and lazy people. He always act like a boring mature adults, but getting to know him , you will know he has his own charm.
He always see things clearly, so he is not the type to be blinded by love. He is a kind and cool guy, but if constantly irritate with rudeness, ignorant, or stupidity then he will show you that he is annoyed. You may see a guy in this Zodiac dress up in an old shirt and old Jean, but if you look carefully, you will see that his hair is neat and unconsciously he will touch his hair a lot. His desk is always neat and if he sees small scrap paper on the floor, he will pick it up or put it in the basket.
People may think he is selfish, because when he says 'No', he really means it. Any favor asked , he will help but always in his own limit. The more he see faults in others, the less he wants people to see his. If you want him to change his faults, try to tell him gently or he could take it as an insult.
He wants love that comes with quality, so he only has a few loves in his life. Woman's trick will not work with him. If he breaks up with a woman, he will also try to avoid all her friends and her environments too. He is very picky and every breaking up, he will be double careful next time.
He can sweep woman with his charm, but he likes to keep his relationship like a friend. He likes a sincere self confident woman, neat and clean, perfect and tidy. A real two 'P' , picky and perfectionist Zodiac.
Jesus is Love
Monday, November 12, 2007
straits time reported that china supermarket gave $2 discount on cooking oil thus came a huge crowd outside the supermarket and when it was opened, people rushed in. in the midst of it, alot of people got pushed on the floor and died as a result of people stomping over them. the death reached like 30. do u kill people for like the most $10 bucks if u buy 5 bottles of oil, which will probably take u a few months to finish it, maybe more. so err, congratulations, some old ladies died cuz u refused to help them get up while u were making sure that u save $2.
anyway, y i brought this up was because my family faced the same issue. i always thought that my family (maternal side) was quite closely bonded until when my grandma left us with some inheritance. my mum took care of my grandma every sat ever since she became quite sick, which was 3 yrs ago. even before that, we visited my grandma quite often. my grandma doted on her more than the other siblings but at the same time, my mum sacrificed alot of time to take care of her too. my point is that my mum did it out of love.
then when my grandma's condition got worse, all my aunties including my mum, took turns to stayover night with my grandma, taking shift throughout the week,making sure that she's okie. then when she passed away, all my relatives cared about was the amount of inheritance they were gonna get, expect for my mum who didn't want a single cent, expect to give my grandma the best burial and a proper tombstone.
anyway, there were alot of objections from the rest of them and my mum was like since they dun really wanna give then its okie, she'll fork out the money herself. then after that , she thought that the issue was over. but no, there were alot of backstabbing still going on, my relatives called her like almost once a week, saying that they had a meeting on how the money should be split among them and stuff and at the same time, they bad mouthed my mum for alot of things that she didn't do. while all these were going on for 1 mth already i think, my mum didn't care what they said and continued to run around from places to places to settle the administration stuff for my grandma while the rest of them continue bitching about her.
so, should i be angry? what did my mum do wrong? all the money she used up for is in black and white and before she does anything, she approached the rest. basically she followed all instructions, took all the blame and scolding when she did nothing. and, she happens to be the oldest sibling in the family who sacrificed her studies to take care of them when they were young.
if i say that im not pissed, im lying. if i say that i forgive them, im lying. at least for now. but God is gracious. before i heard about all these things concerning my mum, i received a parcel from daily bread with a book focusing on forgiveness. i glimpse through it and i prayed about it a few days back and i know what is expected of me as a christian.
i recall a few months back i told God to send me people who are hard to love so that i can honed my skills, nows the time. they will be coming over to my place during chinese new year. i know some of my cousins dun like me cuz they feel that im arrogant after i went into uni. what happened was that i greeted them but they din hear and i thought they did so i went on to do my work. its some dumb misunderstandings la but explaination is not good enough especially when its like related to my family.
so as i was saying, verses from the bible came flashing in my mind. do not repay evil with evil for what differences.. something like that. i was able to tell my bro this cuz he too was pissed and still am. he shared about how he was going to react like when my relative calls again to bug my mum about the money, he was going to ask them y, to make them feel bad. the issue is this, if u want the money, take it. my family is not interested. i will make sure that i will behave and be the same cheerful me who will greet everyone eventho they already form the impression that i suck. i will continue to respect them eventho they don't deserve it. i will continue to be nice to them and serve them if necessary. i will forgive them for making my mum cry for a very long time. i will even pray blessings over them because they need Jesus. may God grant me the strength and love to make all these statements sincere and true.
Jesus is Love
Sunday, November 11, 2007
hello people, i continue to screw up my tests but guess what, i am not sad cuz my God is in control. i put in my best and if thats all that im gonna get, so be it. ultimately, only God knows where i will go, what i will do in future. He will be in charge of my everything, ranging from my family to my studies, to my other aspect of needs.
so er just finished watching two movies at cathay with my family. we watched stardust from 6.50 to 9pm and triangle from 9.50 to 11.44pm. the first show's not bad but the second, let me go into the details. the plot goes like this:
3 guys got into financial debts. one guy in coat pass them a gold chip and a name card with a webby. they tried calling the card but no one answered, then they saw the news that the guy died. they went to the webbie, found a treasure, got the treasure and smuggled it home. the treasure costs 10 million but one of them who was an expert in analysing antique deicded to push back the deal hoping to find a better offer. what happens next was that one cop who had an affair with one of the 3 guys' wife intended to kill him and accidentally found out about the treasure. so now, we know one guy deals with antique, guy b's wife cheated on him. as for the last guy C, had problems with one of the gang leader.
the climax of the show was when the cop took the treasure, the 3 guys went after him. they were at this deserted house where the cop got desperate and ran over guy b's wife, whom he had an affair with. 3 of them chased the cop until their tyres got punctured by this retarded buy who was on drugs and set traps to get business by changing tyres for them. they discovered that the cop was there too, so they sneaked to his room and wanted to see where he hid the treasure. anyway, the cop left the treasure in a white plastic bag and wrapped it with newspaper.
then, when the cop was having dinner at the rundown coffeeshop, the 3 guys tried to sneak on him. coincedentally, the gang leader was there doing business with a guy selling guns. guy A offed the main switch and as it was at night, no one could see anything. thus, guy A took this opportunity to grab the bag and switched it with another bag, in which he stuffed toilet paper and bra. as he ran for it, guy B followed but guy A was left behind. when the lights were on, guy C was almost attacked by both the cop and the gang leader.
as guyA was running off, he bumped into the retarded guy who happens to be running away from the cop. he was carrying this bag of drugs in the same white plastic bag so ya, they accidentally exchanged the bag. guy A felt stupid so he had to go back to the coffeeshop to grab his stuff back from the retarded guy. then, he saw the commotion. guy B wanted to rescue guy C so he offed the lights again and guess what, the cop who was going after the retarded guy arrived at the scene and then he asked all of them to open up the white bags. then guy A panicked and swtiched off the lights for the last time, grabbed the treasure and ran into a field with tall grass.
so the chase continues with everyone in it. all of them were armed so ya, basically everyone tried to kill everyone to get the treasure and the story ends when the cop with the retarded guy got the treasure and the 3 guys escaped without getting anything.
ahhh.. wad a lame show.!!
Jesus is Love