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Thursday, October 22, 2009
i had the strangest dream two nights ago. it went like this...
i dunno what happened to me but i was dematerialized. i felt as though my soul left my body and i was wondering around trying to find out what happened. it went on for quite awhile until i realised that i can go thru anything. then, i knew i was about to go heaven. what happened next was that i went around looking for friends to bid farewell to, some friends that i thought i weren't that close with was there and most of my closest friends weren't. when it was time to look for my family, i woke up and it was time for my morning 830 class but my mind was shagged out from all that weird dream so i decided to skip the morning lectures completely.
after that dream, i really want to do something worthwhile with my life, something that will leave behind footprints in my friends' hearts. i want them to remember me as someone great, someone that they loved. if i'm able to achieve that, i suppose death ain't that scary anymore.
went for suann's 21st birthday party over the weekend near holland v. most of the hall 15 peeps were in pairs. in total, i counted 8. total guests that day were 22. go figure! is that so hard to find a girlfriend? YESSSS.. omg. unfortunately, that's not what im going to talk about here. staying in hall 2 now made me realised how important my blockmates were to me. everytime i see them i feel as though im at home. in hall 2 now, there's no such thing as room visits and nuaing on friend's bed. i mean hall 2's nice, location and studying wise. apart from that, i belong to blk 72.
recently i keep having this nudging feeling that tells me that i am being excluded from outings and cliques that i used to belong to. i am not saying that im mr popularity and thus gaining entries to wherever i like to go or whoever i want to mix u. i wanna be close to my friends, i wanna hang out with u. keep in involved, keep me in the loop at least. i do agree that close friends need not meet up often to be close, but we can be even closer if we meet often right? i belong to life on a moving threadmill. its always going forward, until when the power is off, it'll stop but never backwards. still trying to not take the friends around me for granted. for those who have constantly taking the initiative to draw closer to me, i really appreciate that i love what u are doing. for those who are waiting for me to initiate, perhaps its time to take action too cuz im getting a little tired. make me feel needed, make me feel loved by u.
2 weeks of major changes in my lifestyle, its affecting my spiritual life. God i need u right now, set me straight with u Lord. finally able to go church since i cleared my ippt already. results improved, my first answered prayer. today supposed to get fined $50 for failing to attend ippt for last year's window. the officer was nice to release me without any fines imposed. that was my second answered prayer. God is good!!
+++12:59 AM+++
Jesus is Love
i had the strangest dream two nights ago. it went like this...
i dunno what happened to me but i was dematerialized. i felt as though my soul left my body and i was wondering around trying to find out what happened. it went on for quite awhile until i realised that i can go thru anything. then, i knew i was about to go heaven. what happened next was that i went around looking for friends to bid farewell to, some friends that i thought i weren't that close with was there and most of my closest friends weren't. when it was time to look for my family, i woke up and it was time for my morning 830 class but my mind was shagged out from all that weird dream so i decided to skip the morning lectures completely.
after that dream, i really want to do something worthwhile with my life, something that will leave behind footprints in my friends' hearts. i want them to remember me as someone great, someone that they loved. if i'm able to achieve that, i suppose death ain't that scary anymore.
went for suann's 21st birthday party over the weekend near holland v. most of the hall 15 peeps were in pairs. in total, i counted 8. total guests that day were 22. go figure! is that so hard to find a girlfriend? YESSSS.. omg. unfortunately, that's not what im going to talk about here. staying in hall 2 now made me realised how important my blockmates were to me. everytime i see them i feel as though im at home. in hall 2 now, there's no such thing as room visits and nuaing on friend's bed. i mean hall 2's nice, location and studying wise. apart from that, i belong to blk 72.
recently i keep having this nudging feeling that tells me that i am being excluded from outings and cliques that i used to belong to. i am not saying that im mr popularity and thus gaining entries to wherever i like to go or whoever i want to mix u. i wanna be close to my friends, i wanna hang out with u. keep in involved, keep me in the loop at least. i do agree that close friends need not meet up often to be close, but we can be even closer if we meet often right? i belong to life on a moving threadmill. its always going forward, until when the power is off, it'll stop but never backwards. still trying to not take the friends around me for granted. for those who have constantly taking the initiative to draw closer to me, i really appreciate that i love what u are doing. for those who are waiting for me to initiate, perhaps its time to take action too cuz im getting a little tired. make me feel needed, make me feel loved by u.
2 weeks of major changes in my lifestyle, its affecting my spiritual life. God i need u right now, set me straight with u Lord. finally able to go church since i cleared my ippt already. results improved, my first answered prayer. today supposed to get fined $50 for failing to attend ippt for last year's window. the officer was nice to release me without any fines imposed. that was my second answered prayer. God is good!!
Jesus is Love