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Kelvin
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    Monday, March 30, 2009

    crap i just realised something. if we were to go tioman immediately after exams, that means i need to be careful of my diet if not will really turn into BBK. take photos and everything will be super sian diao. ahh.


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    Jesus is Love
    Sunday, March 29, 2009

    hmm, went to church this morning and during worship session, i felt that really happy cuz God was there and i could felt it really strongly. it's been quite long since i last spent quality time with Him. so i was just there telling Him how much i missed those times that we shared when we were closer. it time i set my priorities right with him, its time i commit my life back to him.

    during sermon, pastor celeste talked bout anger management and i was like asking Him like what was there for me to learn from it. He started to reveal things only when i got home. i realised that there was some stuff that i need to learn so that i can teach others.

    heh. now that i know how to upload photos, i shall do that again. haha




    when girls play game on a console.. haha

    and check out my cam whoring friends..



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    Jesus is Love
    Saturday, March 28, 2009


    yay. first time uploading photos. i like this.. haha
    yesterday i msn my friend, just hoping for a casual chat since we didn't get to talk much this week. so anyway, he had to run off to can a somewhere so i kind of dropped him an sms after that. well, instead of replying, he gave me a call to ask if i was okie. was quite shocked by that question so i asked him wad makes him think that i wasn't okie. then he was like saying that i'm quite hard to guess so might as well ask just to make sure. heh, i kind of like that answer. good friends are hard to come by, and im thankful that i met someone like him. yay!!


    saw my crane girl at can a again. i really think she's hot. got most of the physical attributes that i look out for. sporty, convent looking, english speaking, abit of angmo accent. gosh!! i wanna see her again. hopefully she's a christian too. haha..


    oh and i wanna have a chalet or stayover somewhere during the hols. yay. miss my friends alot. 4 more weeks and everything is over.




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    Jesus is Love
    Thursday, March 26, 2009

    mayb its the flu, maybe its just me. meeting up so frequently ain't that appertising anymore. i guess i'm kind of spoilt and expect things to go my way but i have to grow up. i mean i can't always want pple to behave how i imagine them to be. perhaps i just need a little more attention.

    but, it was fun. i really enjoyed myself. looking at old videos and laughing about it. i was just pre occupied with stuff and wasn't in the right mind to really enjoy this occasion. managed to clear my lab reports and hw plus my additional projects. now i got to hit the books. speaking of which, i have one end term this coming monday. no mood to study and i get tired really fast nowadays cuz of the medicine and i know my body needs to rest so ya.

    mummy came to school yesterday cuz she was super worried upon knowing that i got flu. anyway, she went to the market to buy fish and cooked fish soup with bitter gourd. in addition to that, she bought a packet of chicken cutlet rice. such a weird combi but it was delicious. was shocked that she actually took off and travelled all the way to school just to pass me the food. yay. i have a super mum!! wooot~~ (so tts y u can't blame me for behaving like a spoilt brat at times.. haha)

    i think today was quite blessed by the cell group in a way. i came back from my room then they were still having worship. its nice entering into God's presense again with people. can't wait to go for cg on sat. its been two weeks! gosh.. i miss them alot. oh and i need to prepare for cg discussion. argh!!


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    Jesus is Love
    Wednesday, March 25, 2009

    its good to have friends who will ask u out for lunch or dinner.
    its good to have friends who will come to u when they are in trouble.
    its good to have friends that will call u up to share stuff, be it good or bad.
    its good to have friends to tell u how much they appreciate the friendship.
    its good to have friends who will be there when you needed them,
    its good to have friends whom u know u can depend on.
    its good to have friends who will drop by your room just to say hello.
    its good to have friends to do stupid things with you.
    its good to have friends who not tell u that they care, but to show you that they really do.

    its easy to say, but u need to show it to me before i can really believe u...


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    Jesus is Love
    Thursday, March 19, 2009

    i am turning nerdy soon because i mugged so much this few days. actually comparatively with the rest of my other friends, i study quite little already. anyway, i realised i have alot of undone assignments but i think i will finish it by today so i can go out and party this weekend. so many 21st birthday this two weeks, spent so much money. thankfully God blessed me with a photoshoot session with Audrey Quek modelling agency so i had some income.

    taiwan trip is cancelled i think, thought of going somewhere nearer but i am abit relectant to plan already cuz i dun really want to get disappointed again. i mean it was inevitable that sometimes there are changes in plans of our financial supporters (aka parents) but things would be abit different if we bother to ask them earlier ya? oh well, shall not brood over this issue for now.

    yesterday spent quite alot of time nuaing in guojun's room. i thought that was quite deserving to take a break from studying cuz i did work for the whole day. yay! anyway, it was quite amusing looking at how he talk on msn and somehow i am trying to teach him how to be less serious. so ya, did work while eating my mc wings and observing.. haha.

    oooohh, loving my classmates more and more now, spent the entire day at ruiquan's room. it was seriously big but extremely messy. picture a hurricane passing thru, that's what you'll get. i wore slippers in and hid at a corner of his bed to do my work. we played one game of dota and he obviously owned me cuz he used axe. lol

    gonna meet the NOVOs later. its been so long since i last met them, or so i feel. haha. feeling detached from the world, it was like even if i meet people, i will be mugging so i'm there physically but not mentally. yeah.


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    Jesus is Love
    Wednesday, March 11, 2009

    The Concert

    When the house lights dimmed and the concert

    was about to begin, the mother returned to

    her seat and discovered that the child was missing
    Suddenly, the curtains parted and spotlights

    focused on the impressive Steinway on stage.

    In horror, the mother saw her little
    boy sitting at the keyboard, innocently picking out

    "Twinkle,Twinkle Little Star."

    At that moment, the great piano master made his entrance, quickly moved to the piano, and

    whispered in the boy's ear,

    "Don't quit.""Keep playing."

    Then, leaning over, Paderewski reached

    down with his left hand and began filling

    in a bass part. Soon his right arm reached

    around to the other side of the child,

    and he added a running obbligato.

    Together, the old master and the young novice

    transformed what could have been a frightening situation into a wonderfully creative experience.

    The audience was so mesmerized that they couldn't recall what else the great master played.

    Only the classic,

    " Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star."

    Perhaps that's the way it is with God.

    What we can accomplish on
    our own is hardly noteworthy.

    We try our best, but the results aren't always

    graceful flowing music. However, with the

    hand of the Master, our life's

    work can truly be beautiful.
    The next time you set out to accomplish great feats,

    listen carefully. You may hear the voice of the

    Master, whispering in your ear,

    "Don't quit."

    "Keep playing."


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    Jesus is Love
    Monday, March 09, 2009

    marigold 100% pure fruit juice, contains no preservatives, can store for a year.. come on la ya.. zzz. i dun really believe that is true.

    we are left with one and a half more months before exams so i guess it's time to start mugging. my weekends are still super eventful and jam packed with tonnes of fun (which is bad). need to get away from people and start mugging. however, i cannot do it at home since internet and tv programmes are extremely alluring. it seems that i have low self motivation to mug or that i still fail to catch the urgency of situation. have 2 more lab reports to do, 3 more vivas, 4 essays, 1 research paper and 1 presentation. upon doing so, i can then concentrate on books alone. cleared half of my stuff in hall alr. the other half have to wait cuz i still need them in hall.

    spiritually i'm doing okie, was hoping to be abit better but i guess my time management is abit screwed up so i have to work on that.

    physically, due to the new contact lens that i am wearing, my eyes got smaller by 50%. think its either not suitable for my eyes or its just some lousy imitations that packed it in the original casing. hopefully i dun get eye infection for this week at least, i really need the money from the photoshoot. in fact, im gonna try to find work during the hols to earn money for my lasik operation.

    emotionally, i am quite settled le. finally got over the fact that i am still left on the shelf with no one in mind. being single might be a good thing. friends around me are starting to break up with their boyfriends and girlfriends. at the very least, i can be there for them since i have more time than friends who are attached.

    just met up with sharon don and darren, its been a year since we last met up. gosh, i wished i could spend more time with them but all of us had stuff to do. darren and i have to study and do tutorials, sharon and don had nothing. so perhaps its just me. haha

    we met up at 130pm. tried to find a place to eat but got lost so we ended up at white sands eating food court. by the time we reached sharon's house, it was 3 plus alr. played mahjong till 8pm. this was the first time i actually won so many rounds. at first i won almost 20 dollars, after wq called me, sharon hu with 5 tais, cuz left 14 tiles on the table and she hu with a bai ban given by me, i had to pay 6 tais plus 5 tais each for both my friends. dunno what kinda rule is that but it costs me like 3/4 of my winnings. lesson learnt: dun pick up call from wq when u play mahjong. its a good thing that we didn't play money. haha

    just realised i didn't meet up with chengjie and jinyu for the past week. i dunno y i didn't turn up for any of the novo stuff or was there even one? it feels really good to be missed by people. heh. rest assured, its both ways. i missed u guys too. anyone wanna go out study on friday? my photoshoot ends at 6pm at pasir ris. haha. can stayover someone place but really must study hor!!


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    Jesus is Love
    Saturday, March 07, 2009

    for some reason, i find it hard to trust you with your words, whatever u said i dare not really believe that u'll turn up in the end so i make plans first in case i end up being alone. dun like to be pangseyed, dun like to wait for sOOoOooOO long and then receive a call saying that u can't make it. learning to trust u again since i know u are trying to change.

    recently saw alot of my old friends on the streets in town. most of them cannot recognise me, some say my eyes got smaller but most of them say i look better now. if its only that i obviously will be happy but that's not the end of the story. they said i've changed inside too. ivena and wanqing said that i'm abit different now, didn't specifically said what is it but yea. at shoduko, we hthted for quite long, think the last time we really talked like that was in secondary school ba, when we'll call each other and stuff. those were the days, when all of us would be on the phone 24/7. its been 11years since we became friends, never quarelled, never strayed away from each other. we always celebrated our birthdays together. its a good thing that our birthdays are all spread out till september since i'm the youngest. haha.

    qingyang went down to LHK for tertiary fellowship ytd, think he's going to join michelle's cg. i know he'll be able to fit in nicely cuz people like chris joash and ian have the same wavelength as him. heh. its quite cool having 2 friends going to the same church as you. will be praying for NOVO cuz i know God's gonna use me to draw more to Him. anyway, gift of salvation is free so to all fellow jie baos, come grab it.

    God's been speaking to me more now as i include Him in my life. been really slogging and slacking till really late so couldn't really spend quality time with Him. that explains y i was a little emotionally unstable ba. think my ministry got affected too cuz i couldn't really share much thoughts with them with regards to the topic. haha. u know initially pastor dave called me to invite qingyang down for cg but i was abit hesitant since i had to go qing gong yan and i know it'll end quite late. as i was talking to God just outside my room, God jsut told me to go for it and that its important to fellowship. he asked me bout my priorities and so i immediately told wq bout it if not i think i will not go for tf. then i arranged to meet with yang and qn. hmm. guess it was god's divine appointment for yang to go for it.

    sat afternoon, im at home not doing anything. need to chiong one chapter of physics, do up hund's law presentation, finish up my lab report and all this to be done before 5pm so i can meet my mum to make another pair of specs. she only gave me 2 hrs cuz my parents going to pa tor again. its kind of like a confirm thing that they'll go out every sat night so if i want to go out with them, must fix it on sun. heh. my parents are still so loving but lucky they never PDA in front of me if not i will be really grossed out. can u imagine!! yeeesh..

    next year, my ten years pact with cherylene will be up. my lousy clique is using this to suan both of us constantly. i shall open my eyes bigger to spot any potential gf. i really hope the next one gonna be my last. sometimes i think i ask for too much, the best ones are already around me but i dunno y God never said anything. i asked Him for a very strong confirmation and when i see her, i will know immediately that its her. heh. guess that feeling will take a long time to come since i already feel so in love with my friends. obviously i cannot remain like this cuz friends will start to change when they are attached.


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    Jesus is Love
    Thursday, March 05, 2009

    had quite a good week i guess. been muggin alot more now. spending alot of time with my blockmates and.. i've been watching lan qiu huo. 2 best friends like the same girl, the girl had to choose. dang scary scenario, but its a good thing that my best friend and i like different kind of girls. haha.

    some things have changed in my life, its a good thing, but i dun think it will last for too long. people tend to forget what they hear and things go back to where it was suppose to be again. oh well, i shall enjoy while it last.

    my dad forget to give me allowance this week. i am surviving on like 30 dollars from my weekend allowance. and my lousy block head still wanna ask me to pay $6. i used up my emergency funds to pay nat for cheerleading uniform so effectively by wed, i was left with $12. then, christina asked me to go gym with her so we had lunch at NIE, spent $6 on dinner. sian, i have like $2 in my wallet now. feeling so broke. i wanted to buy a nice handphone whistle thingy at can a but kind of forget that i had no cash. so sian.

    heh. shall find something nice to put on my phone so i can pull it out easily and it will be easier for my friends to find my phone in case i lose it.. haha.. wooot.. watching drama makes me feel like im in love. hope to meet the girl that appeared in my dreams again. haha


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    Jesus is Love