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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
a day of celebration and a day of giving. its about thanking your love ones and its above love itself. its a day of joy and a day of hope. its the holiday of all holidays. i'm extremely hyped up this year not because i got to stay in school like 4 times a week but rather it gave me time to reflect and think of how much priority am i giving to God in my life. if He was with me, y will i feel empty and lonely in the first place. it was during one of the youth camp that i realised i lost the passion to worship God in my own timing. i began to get lazy and just lazed around in my room and do my own stuff when my closest friend is there with me. when i began to talk to him and get back the desire to know him, everything flows back to normal.
i am thankful that through it all i have friends who came to me when i needed them, who was there to distract me from loneliness. its weird cuz i am used to having a busy schedule. 3 days in my room alone doesn't really make sense, it drove me nuts! i wanted to go out but the thought of coming back to school after that kind of put me off. as a result, it appeared that i am friendless. that thought scares me alot and its partly due to the fact that i'm used to being surrounded by people.
the first group that came to my mind everytime when i go out will be my pageant friends. its strange actually cuz i thought i had alot of friends but when i wanted to ask pple out, somehow i got abit scared. its retarded, really, to even have such thoughts in my mind. i mean they are my friends right? i guess that's what happens when u hang out with only one group for too long. i get too comfortable and my cognitive map tells me to remain in my comfort zone. stepping out of it will result in insecurity.
pag friends i must say that our friendship comes a long way. it somehow seemed magical because we just cliqued instantly. there were alot of uncertainty when the new batch of hunks and babes came in but all in all time drew us closer and i am thankful for that. unfortunately friends come and go, some of the closer friends drifted away from me or rather from the group. however, when we talk like one to one, nothing changes.
i came to a conclusion that friendship that are forever has this special characteristic. no matter how long u never see or talk to that person, when u do, nothing changes. its like not eating laksa for 3 years, when u have it again, it will taste as nice. lousy example but i guess u get my point right?
as i think through all that i have done through the semester, i thank God for placing me where i am now, a physics student and an ex pag contestant. God has given me the perfect gift that has blessed me and i believe will continue to bless me with lots and lots of love next year.
weiqi, thanks for coming to my room to accompany me after ur training when u were so shagged and tired.
christina, for making me smile when i was stressed up during exams.
wenting, for explaining to me phys qns when u didn't have enough time to mug.
san, for ur lame and random smses.
shufen and ruiquan, for spending time together with me during exams period. both of u made my studying time seemed alot shorter and making lectures more bearable.
mridula and joyce, for teaching me and explaining physics in the simplest way until i fully understand the concepts.
joo huang, for sharing ur notes with me.
panjing, for sharing resources with me when i needed help.
NOVO, there's so much to say so i'll tell u personally.. haha
cg, for supporting me and praying for me.
I LOVE U !!
+++7:42 PM+++
Jesus is Love
a day of celebration and a day of giving. its about thanking your love ones and its above love itself. its a day of joy and a day of hope. its the holiday of all holidays. i'm extremely hyped up this year not because i got to stay in school like 4 times a week but rather it gave me time to reflect and think of how much priority am i giving to God in my life. if He was with me, y will i feel empty and lonely in the first place. it was during one of the youth camp that i realised i lost the passion to worship God in my own timing. i began to get lazy and just lazed around in my room and do my own stuff when my closest friend is there with me. when i began to talk to him and get back the desire to know him, everything flows back to normal.
i am thankful that through it all i have friends who came to me when i needed them, who was there to distract me from loneliness. its weird cuz i am used to having a busy schedule. 3 days in my room alone doesn't really make sense, it drove me nuts! i wanted to go out but the thought of coming back to school after that kind of put me off. as a result, it appeared that i am friendless. that thought scares me alot and its partly due to the fact that i'm used to being surrounded by people.
the first group that came to my mind everytime when i go out will be my pageant friends. its strange actually cuz i thought i had alot of friends but when i wanted to ask pple out, somehow i got abit scared. its retarded, really, to even have such thoughts in my mind. i mean they are my friends right? i guess that's what happens when u hang out with only one group for too long. i get too comfortable and my cognitive map tells me to remain in my comfort zone. stepping out of it will result in insecurity.
pag friends i must say that our friendship comes a long way. it somehow seemed magical because we just cliqued instantly. there were alot of uncertainty when the new batch of hunks and babes came in but all in all time drew us closer and i am thankful for that. unfortunately friends come and go, some of the closer friends drifted away from me or rather from the group. however, when we talk like one to one, nothing changes.
i came to a conclusion that friendship that are forever has this special characteristic. no matter how long u never see or talk to that person, when u do, nothing changes. its like not eating laksa for 3 years, when u have it again, it will taste as nice. lousy example but i guess u get my point right?
as i think through all that i have done through the semester, i thank God for placing me where i am now, a physics student and an ex pag contestant. God has given me the perfect gift that has blessed me and i believe will continue to bless me with lots and lots of love next year.
weiqi, thanks for coming to my room to accompany me after ur training when u were so shagged and tired.
christina, for making me smile when i was stressed up during exams.
wenting, for explaining to me phys qns when u didn't have enough time to mug.
san, for ur lame and random smses.
shufen and ruiquan, for spending time together with me during exams period. both of u made my studying time seemed alot shorter and making lectures more bearable.
mridula and joyce, for teaching me and explaining physics in the simplest way until i fully understand the concepts.
joo huang, for sharing ur notes with me.
panjing, for sharing resources with me when i needed help.
NOVO, there's so much to say so i'll tell u personally.. haha
cg, for supporting me and praying for me.
I LOVE U !!
Jesus is Love