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Friday, April 02, 2010
been mugging, making much progress but still not enough. one more lab to do before i can concentrate on my subjects fully!
been straying abit from God ever since the spiritual encounter with God, just abit. had to study till late so when it was time to spend time with God, i couldn't fully understood what he was trying to tell me.
anyway, had easter service today, i had this impression that God was pointing something at me. when jesus was with mary and martha, one of them was busy preparing stuff for jesus to eat while the other simply sit there and enjoy fellowshiping with Jesus. i think it was martha who was doing the work and she complained to Jesus, telling him to ask mary to help her. Jesus kinda rebuked her saying that he won't be on earth for long so while they can, they should spend time with him rather than being distracted by the things around us.
martha was like doing stuff for God but what God would prefer u spending time with him rather than doing stuff for him. today's service was quite unusual. i wasn't totally comfortable with it but i left it aside and concentrate on talking to god and worhipping him. some of the members were obviously distracted by whatever that was happening around and questioning if those things are right before God. in that sense, i feel that skeptism and cynicism will pull us away from God. y are u so bothered by the things happening around us when the whole point of coming for this service was to spend time with God. the music and decorations are there to help us get into the mood.
once again, i invited qingnan down to church. at first he agreed on tuesday, then he backed out again today at 6pm. told me that he was quite scared to go but eventually God didn't let him off. another friend dragged him down to his church at sengkang. sometimes i wonder if i am the reason for his faith being so shaky. i kinda failed at doing followup with him when he first started attending. only gave him 40days of purpose and i thought that was enough already if he continued reading for 40 days. ah well. too late for regrets.
once again, i have the my-uni-life-gonna-be-over-soon trauma. it feels like everytime when things started to go well, towards the end it will be back to square one. it was the same thing in army. i made the most out of it but when ord date was nearing, people started clearing leave and soon enough, no one bothered to meet up. to top it off, i had a major fight with one of my closest friend in army over guard duty. my staff sergeant decided to swop duty for me after i told her that it wouldn't be fair if i did two weekend duties consecutively. i know i was at fault but its not as though i asked her to change with my friend wad. okie, my point is this. i dun want my uni life to end the same way as my army life. at the very least, i want NOVO to journey with me for the rest of my life on earth and hopefully in heaven.
speaking of which, one of my classmate just received christ after one week of depression. YAY!!
+++1:16 AM+++
Jesus is Love
been mugging, making much progress but still not enough. one more lab to do before i can concentrate on my subjects fully!
been straying abit from God ever since the spiritual encounter with God, just abit. had to study till late so when it was time to spend time with God, i couldn't fully understood what he was trying to tell me.
anyway, had easter service today, i had this impression that God was pointing something at me. when jesus was with mary and martha, one of them was busy preparing stuff for jesus to eat while the other simply sit there and enjoy fellowshiping with Jesus. i think it was martha who was doing the work and she complained to Jesus, telling him to ask mary to help her. Jesus kinda rebuked her saying that he won't be on earth for long so while they can, they should spend time with him rather than being distracted by the things around us.
martha was like doing stuff for God but what God would prefer u spending time with him rather than doing stuff for him. today's service was quite unusual. i wasn't totally comfortable with it but i left it aside and concentrate on talking to god and worhipping him. some of the members were obviously distracted by whatever that was happening around and questioning if those things are right before God. in that sense, i feel that skeptism and cynicism will pull us away from God. y are u so bothered by the things happening around us when the whole point of coming for this service was to spend time with God. the music and decorations are there to help us get into the mood.
once again, i invited qingnan down to church. at first he agreed on tuesday, then he backed out again today at 6pm. told me that he was quite scared to go but eventually God didn't let him off. another friend dragged him down to his church at sengkang. sometimes i wonder if i am the reason for his faith being so shaky. i kinda failed at doing followup with him when he first started attending. only gave him 40days of purpose and i thought that was enough already if he continued reading for 40 days. ah well. too late for regrets.
once again, i have the my-uni-life-gonna-be-over-soon trauma. it feels like everytime when things started to go well, towards the end it will be back to square one. it was the same thing in army. i made the most out of it but when ord date was nearing, people started clearing leave and soon enough, no one bothered to meet up. to top it off, i had a major fight with one of my closest friend in army over guard duty. my staff sergeant decided to swop duty for me after i told her that it wouldn't be fair if i did two weekend duties consecutively. i know i was at fault but its not as though i asked her to change with my friend wad. okie, my point is this. i dun want my uni life to end the same way as my army life. at the very least, i want NOVO to journey with me for the rest of my life on earth and hopefully in heaven.
speaking of which, one of my classmate just received christ after one week of depression. YAY!!
Jesus is Love