Teacher's Diary

Saturday, February 27, 2010

after submitting my essay and finishing my semi conductor quiz, i graciously declared myself free, not to the extend of obliterating my work. like any normal student, i still free the stress from the intensity of workload but in order to suppress the guilt, i brought HA205 readings to ruiquan's room for the hope of studying awhile before the actual fun begins. shufen was there already so the studying mood remained dormant.

we started the program with monopoly deal, shufen gave up halfway cuz she kept losing everything. rq won the first game by pure luck since he had like 2 say no cards and 2 deal breakers. subsequently, i won a couple of games, seems like i've been getting better, cheap thrill!! then came jamie and genesius with a bottle of volka. as usual, there wasn't ice so we had warm volka with ribena which sucks. subsequently we had volka with h2o. in my opinion, its a heavenly concoction. i wanted to try the kahlua milo but not enough cups. quite zz but i guess it can't be helped since we didn't have enough mugs to go around and gene didn't wanna drink that so yea. life sucks. wanna have one more soon before the start of non stop mugging. the decibel level from our room skyrocketed that night cuz of sockie, perhaps our continuous laughter too. quite long nv experience this level of high-ness already and it makes me feel like clubbing soon. non stop dancing and alcohol, sinisterly pleasurable.

content were stictly made confidential, only within the four walls and afterwhich there should be no more discussion on whatsoever. life in uni can be really scandelous, slightly distasteful i must say. kinda made me realise that perhaps i am just too sheltered from church, in a way its good. i like to be pure and innocent like i already am. *halo above my head* wooots~~

joyce's performance today at hall prod was phenominally bitchy! all around me people were discussing if it was her true inner self finally emerging to greet the audience. we (wq and i) had the premium seats @ row E, one row higher than the profs, third row from the front, mid seats. andy and wanteng were beside us. initially i didn't wanna join them cuz i got a feeling that andy will mind, he shot me a look and i also dunno how to respond. once again, maybe im overly sensitive. if u think about it, im sure i will mind too if my gf is hanging out with her i suppose. moreover, he dunno me that well so ya. went dinner with lauren and weiqi after that, walked out together with the hall xv cheer team. felt like old times, just laughing and updating each other, in a way its refreshing. tried to matchmake hh and lauren after that but failed la. hahah.

i think its quite fun to see ur friends getting together. i like it when all my friends are in a way connected, one outing can meet a few groups. u dun even have to entertain them cuz they can mingle on their own. maybe thats wad 21st birthday party is for! i wanna find a reason to do host a party, house warming or something. pray hard that dad can hurry up sell the land in batam so we can move to a condo near church. cherry hills!! hahaha

with regards to what has happened around me, its not that i dun care. honestly, there's nothing i can do and u dun expect me to engage in a series of emo crap right. i choose to move on and let it pass. in the first place, i don't even know why it happened. friendship can't be forced upon, in any case, i dun think its that serious la.lol

this is my talented cg random jamming session at lum's house.. heh

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