stuff
Kelvin
1st September
Affliation: Bartley Christian Church/ NOVO/ muffins
physics conqueror
web counter
~March 2005~
~April 2005~
~May 2005~
~June 2005~
~July 2005~
~August 2005~
~September 2005~
~October 2005~
~November 2005~
~December 2005~
~January 2006~
~February 2006~
~March 2006~
~April 2006~
~May 2006~
~June 2006~
~July 2006~
~August 2006~
~September 2006~
~October 2006~
~November 2006~
~December 2006~
~January 2007~
~February 2007~
~March 2007~
~April 2007~
~May 2007~
~June 2007~
~July 2007~
~August 2007~
~September 2007~
~October 2007~
~November 2007~
~December 2007~
~January 2008~
~February 2008~
~March 2008~
~April 2008~
~May 2008~
~June 2008~
~July 2008~
~August 2008~
~September 2008~
~October 2008~
~December 2008~
~January 2009~
~February 2009~
~March 2009~
~April 2009~
~May 2009~
~June 2009~
~July 2009~
~August 2009~
~September 2009~
~October 2009~
~November 2009~
~January 2010~
~February 2010~
~March 2010~
~April 2010~
~May 2010~
~June 2010~
~July 2010~
~September 2010~
~October 2010~
~March 2011~
designed by QOz
image from gettyimages
get more skins from blogskins
Thursday, January 28, 2010
yesterday spent the entire night at hall opening ceremony. for those not from ntu, its where all the 16 halls compete on cheerleading competition. had participated for the past 2 years but somehow this year due to unforseen circumstances, i lost my chance to take part. the feeling of pple cheering for u can be quite addictive. sitting down at the front row watching pple doing their stuff, it didn't excite me as much as when i'm there doing it myself. my whole body felt kind of funny, as tho something is missing and i know y. as much as i would like to deny the fact that im in cheerleading, i love the sport and i'm good at it. i enjoy the company of my friends and i enjoy doing something that i excel at. i tried to convince myself that its okay, i have more time to study but then again, y do i bother to go down and help out if im so desperately trying to study? perhaps this year is different, i got closer to pple from cheer, i fell in love with cheer more cuz i didn't participate.
this mentality somewhat constructed how i become close to people and y do i always have close friends who don't treat me as well as the rest of my other friends, yet i chose to be closer to them. its kind of perplexing in the sense that if u look at it logically, somehow or rather u'll find the statement kind of contradicting. let me elaborate on that statement then. like wad eueu always tell me, ren shi fan jian de. we will always treasure something that we are still trying to get more. this process can be such a pain in the ass but it also cultivates a sense of longing for something good to emerge out of it. putting into context of cheerleading, its like waiting for the results to be out after u finished ur performance, knowing that u done ur best.
life doesn't always go the way we want and there's nothing u can do about it. however, it must be also noted that no matter what happens, i believe that there's a purpose of it as well as an opportunity to learn from it. the world doesn't stop for u when shit happens, that's the truth. therefore, we should simply take it and move on. as for friendship, it links with ur emotions that's where things become complicated. it can't be treated lightly as saying something like 'friends come and go'. the statement is true in itself but bringing into context of the usage, there is definitely more than meets the eye. the point that im trying to drive at is whether u have done ur best as a good friend, as a boy friend, as a brother.
it is important to constantly ask ourselves if the things that we say or do to our friends will hurt them. to determine so, put urself in their shoes and try to picture how they decode ur message. putting urself in their shoes also refers to thinking in terms of how they will think based on ur understanding of their character. of cuz, this task can be exhausting. ask urself if that friend is worth it. it takes a lifetime to build a friendship but one second to crush it. seems quite dumb y pple bother to still make friends knowing the pain of it all. if u are able to see the benefits of a strong and solid friendship, then i guess that previous statement will sound like what a loser will say.
let me emphasize again that love is a choice. somewhere down the road, feeling will fade. all u are left with are memories that we shared as a group or as individuals. will these memories help u to remedy the situation or simply for u to stay dormant? loving others is a lifelong learning program. it is best learnt through experiences and giving. as the saying goes, love to give, give to love. its a two way thing.
ahh lost in thoughts. sometimes just hope tt my close friends will treat me a lil better. hah.
+++12:30 PM+++
Jesus is Love
yesterday spent the entire night at hall opening ceremony. for those not from ntu, its where all the 16 halls compete on cheerleading competition. had participated for the past 2 years but somehow this year due to unforseen circumstances, i lost my chance to take part. the feeling of pple cheering for u can be quite addictive. sitting down at the front row watching pple doing their stuff, it didn't excite me as much as when i'm there doing it myself. my whole body felt kind of funny, as tho something is missing and i know y. as much as i would like to deny the fact that im in cheerleading, i love the sport and i'm good at it. i enjoy the company of my friends and i enjoy doing something that i excel at. i tried to convince myself that its okay, i have more time to study but then again, y do i bother to go down and help out if im so desperately trying to study? perhaps this year is different, i got closer to pple from cheer, i fell in love with cheer more cuz i didn't participate.
this mentality somewhat constructed how i become close to people and y do i always have close friends who don't treat me as well as the rest of my other friends, yet i chose to be closer to them. its kind of perplexing in the sense that if u look at it logically, somehow or rather u'll find the statement kind of contradicting. let me elaborate on that statement then. like wad eueu always tell me, ren shi fan jian de. we will always treasure something that we are still trying to get more. this process can be such a pain in the ass but it also cultivates a sense of longing for something good to emerge out of it. putting into context of cheerleading, its like waiting for the results to be out after u finished ur performance, knowing that u done ur best.
life doesn't always go the way we want and there's nothing u can do about it. however, it must be also noted that no matter what happens, i believe that there's a purpose of it as well as an opportunity to learn from it. the world doesn't stop for u when shit happens, that's the truth. therefore, we should simply take it and move on. as for friendship, it links with ur emotions that's where things become complicated. it can't be treated lightly as saying something like 'friends come and go'. the statement is true in itself but bringing into context of the usage, there is definitely more than meets the eye. the point that im trying to drive at is whether u have done ur best as a good friend, as a boy friend, as a brother.
it is important to constantly ask ourselves if the things that we say or do to our friends will hurt them. to determine so, put urself in their shoes and try to picture how they decode ur message. putting urself in their shoes also refers to thinking in terms of how they will think based on ur understanding of their character. of cuz, this task can be exhausting. ask urself if that friend is worth it. it takes a lifetime to build a friendship but one second to crush it. seems quite dumb y pple bother to still make friends knowing the pain of it all. if u are able to see the benefits of a strong and solid friendship, then i guess that previous statement will sound like what a loser will say.
let me emphasize again that love is a choice. somewhere down the road, feeling will fade. all u are left with are memories that we shared as a group or as individuals. will these memories help u to remedy the situation or simply for u to stay dormant? loving others is a lifelong learning program. it is best learnt through experiences and giving. as the saying goes, love to give, give to love. its a two way thing.
ahh lost in thoughts. sometimes just hope tt my close friends will treat me a lil better. hah.
Jesus is Love