last thursday, we had our second last paper. upon completion, rq shufen and i decided to go JP for lunch since we kind of like felt as though we needed a break from all the mugging. it was really hard to find a reason to mug after a paper, SERIOUSLY!! we went to soup restaurant for a quick lunch, ordered 3 dishes which were too much for us. had to stuff ourselves until we were near the brink of explosion. since we ordered chrysanthemum tea for like 2.40 a cup, each of us drank around 3 cups to reduce the cost per cup. haha.

at the arcade, we played some shooting game. never play with shufen, she died 3 times within 15 seconds. at the house of the dead 4, she were screaming instead of shooting those things. i believe at that instant, the inner bimbo in her took over. hah!

after spending some time chilling, it was time to head back to reality. tried to study at rq's room again but nothing really went in. rq was gaming, shufen was online shopping and i had my notes in front of me while i drifted off to meet zhou peh peh.

in the end, nothing was accomplished that day. we just slacked through and rested. it was kind of like the start of a holiday. fri was abit better, i went SMU to study with christina. we booked a movie at 5pm so we only had 3 hrs to study. during this 3 hrs, she was on the phone for 1 hr with yy while i attempted to read the textbook.

time went past faster than we expected. 17 again was quite nice, i really enjoyed it, i like chic flick. haha. zac efron acted cool as usual, i think his acting improved tho. after the movie, we went to eat at some kopitiam b4 heading back to smu to finish up some stuff. it started off quite well until we started talking about the reasons y we're still single. its kind of depressing, really. its just so hard to find somebody that i like, who fits into all the criteria that im looking for. we went on and on for probably an hour before i decided to not study. instead, i went back to gym and jacuzzi. woosh!!

spent my sat in tm then in cg. tm was so crowded now. worship was good, led by bryan. it was when i started to realise how much i missed having a good time praising God, standing behind and just talking to Him, Him talking to me. spent quite a good time with Him, i wished that time would just stopped there for us. when i went home, did something stupid again and i realised that it was wad God trying to tell me all along. experience is meaningless if ur life doesn't change from there.

during cg, all of us prayed for the church, for pple who were sick. it became abit depressing and i was quite disturbed by jerick too. his eyes have been giving him problems and i wanted to pray for him but i wasn't sure if he wants anyone to do that for him. dropped him an sms to just talk abit but i fell asleep halfway while trying to construct a proper sms to make sure that i am sensitive bout what he's going thru.

can't wait for chalet, can't wait to see my cg again next week. u know i am not so excited bout cameron cuz of some retarded issues that i am not willing to let go. it gets me really pissed and irritated. why do such people exist? how can people be so self centered and disregard their close friends around them? for the record, we HAVE exams too and guess what, u end earlier than us yet what did u do to help us? oh i know, adding more trouble? thanks.. thats really nice of u. in situations like this, u know who can we really count on when u're in need. nice one la!! by the way, i'm stating all these now to just shoot u down. just hope that one day u'll realise that whatever actions u do will hurt people around u, those that really cared about u. dun treat them like spare tyres, they dun deserve it. they need love as much as u. i'm learning to not bear a grudge, i'm learning to release all these resentments to God. give me some time, i will cuz afterall, u're my friend too.

okie i feel much better now. i have fantastic friends. and my pastor told me to be more cautious with words so i shall learn to be a wise owl instead of a vulture. i can spin my head 360 degree and it won't drop off. haha how fun. and someone just sent me photos of soldiers getting their head chopped off. thanks hor.. zz