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Saturday, March 07, 2009
for some reason, i find it hard to trust you with your words, whatever u said i dare not really believe that u'll turn up in the end so i make plans first in case i end up being alone. dun like to be pangseyed, dun like to wait for sOOoOooOO long and then receive a call saying that u can't make it. learning to trust u again since i know u are trying to change.
recently saw alot of my old friends on the streets in town. most of them cannot recognise me, some say my eyes got smaller but most of them say i look better now. if its only that i obviously will be happy but that's not the end of the story. they said i've changed inside too. ivena and wanqing said that i'm abit different now, didn't specifically said what is it but yea. at shoduko, we hthted for quite long, think the last time we really talked like that was in secondary school ba, when we'll call each other and stuff. those were the days, when all of us would be on the phone 24/7. its been 11years since we became friends, never quarelled, never strayed away from each other. we always celebrated our birthdays together. its a good thing that our birthdays are all spread out till september since i'm the youngest. haha.
qingyang went down to LHK for tertiary fellowship ytd, think he's going to join michelle's cg. i know he'll be able to fit in nicely cuz people like chris joash and ian have the same wavelength as him. heh. its quite cool having 2 friends going to the same church as you. will be praying for NOVO cuz i know God's gonna use me to draw more to Him. anyway, gift of salvation is free so to all fellow jie baos, come grab it.
God's been speaking to me more now as i include Him in my life. been really slogging and slacking till really late so couldn't really spend quality time with Him. that explains y i was a little emotionally unstable ba. think my ministry got affected too cuz i couldn't really share much thoughts with them with regards to the topic. haha. u know initially pastor dave called me to invite qingyang down for cg but i was abit hesitant since i had to go qing gong yan and i know it'll end quite late. as i was talking to God just outside my room, God jsut told me to go for it and that its important to fellowship. he asked me bout my priorities and so i immediately told wq bout it if not i think i will not go for tf. then i arranged to meet with yang and qn. hmm. guess it was god's divine appointment for yang to go for it.
sat afternoon, im at home not doing anything. need to chiong one chapter of physics, do up hund's law presentation, finish up my lab report and all this to be done before 5pm so i can meet my mum to make another pair of specs. she only gave me 2 hrs cuz my parents going to pa tor again. its kind of like a confirm thing that they'll go out every sat night so if i want to go out with them, must fix it on sun. heh. my parents are still so loving but lucky they never PDA in front of me if not i will be really grossed out. can u imagine!! yeeesh..
next year, my ten years pact with cherylene will be up. my lousy clique is using this to suan both of us constantly. i shall open my eyes bigger to spot any potential gf. i really hope the next one gonna be my last. sometimes i think i ask for too much, the best ones are already around me but i dunno y God never said anything. i asked Him for a very strong confirmation and when i see her, i will know immediately that its her. heh. guess that feeling will take a long time to come since i already feel so in love with my friends. obviously i cannot remain like this cuz friends will start to change when they are attached.
+++11:38 AM+++
Jesus is Love
for some reason, i find it hard to trust you with your words, whatever u said i dare not really believe that u'll turn up in the end so i make plans first in case i end up being alone. dun like to be pangseyed, dun like to wait for sOOoOooOO long and then receive a call saying that u can't make it. learning to trust u again since i know u are trying to change.
recently saw alot of my old friends on the streets in town. most of them cannot recognise me, some say my eyes got smaller but most of them say i look better now. if its only that i obviously will be happy but that's not the end of the story. they said i've changed inside too. ivena and wanqing said that i'm abit different now, didn't specifically said what is it but yea. at shoduko, we hthted for quite long, think the last time we really talked like that was in secondary school ba, when we'll call each other and stuff. those were the days, when all of us would be on the phone 24/7. its been 11years since we became friends, never quarelled, never strayed away from each other. we always celebrated our birthdays together. its a good thing that our birthdays are all spread out till september since i'm the youngest. haha.
qingyang went down to LHK for tertiary fellowship ytd, think he's going to join michelle's cg. i know he'll be able to fit in nicely cuz people like chris joash and ian have the same wavelength as him. heh. its quite cool having 2 friends going to the same church as you. will be praying for NOVO cuz i know God's gonna use me to draw more to Him. anyway, gift of salvation is free so to all fellow jie baos, come grab it.
God's been speaking to me more now as i include Him in my life. been really slogging and slacking till really late so couldn't really spend quality time with Him. that explains y i was a little emotionally unstable ba. think my ministry got affected too cuz i couldn't really share much thoughts with them with regards to the topic. haha. u know initially pastor dave called me to invite qingyang down for cg but i was abit hesitant since i had to go qing gong yan and i know it'll end quite late. as i was talking to God just outside my room, God jsut told me to go for it and that its important to fellowship. he asked me bout my priorities and so i immediately told wq bout it if not i think i will not go for tf. then i arranged to meet with yang and qn. hmm. guess it was god's divine appointment for yang to go for it.
sat afternoon, im at home not doing anything. need to chiong one chapter of physics, do up hund's law presentation, finish up my lab report and all this to be done before 5pm so i can meet my mum to make another pair of specs. she only gave me 2 hrs cuz my parents going to pa tor again. its kind of like a confirm thing that they'll go out every sat night so if i want to go out with them, must fix it on sun. heh. my parents are still so loving but lucky they never PDA in front of me if not i will be really grossed out. can u imagine!! yeeesh..
next year, my ten years pact with cherylene will be up. my lousy clique is using this to suan both of us constantly. i shall open my eyes bigger to spot any potential gf. i really hope the next one gonna be my last. sometimes i think i ask for too much, the best ones are already around me but i dunno y God never said anything. i asked Him for a very strong confirmation and when i see her, i will know immediately that its her. heh. guess that feeling will take a long time to come since i already feel so in love with my friends. obviously i cannot remain like this cuz friends will start to change when they are attached.
Jesus is Love