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Wednesday, January 14, 2009 this week was awesome, it started off with church then going town with qingnan for htht. u know its really cool to have close friend who can understand what u are going through and how u feel about certain things eventhough he didn't go through it himself. its like when i tell him what i was going through, he immediately know how i would feel and how i normally will react so he corrected me and even list out the things that i can do. after which, it was just talking about our past relationships and how we handled funny situations like confessing to her. haha. i guess both of us are equally bad at that, although he emphasized that he was only sec 4 then. had a really entertaining time talking bout things that we don't normally say in front of people. from him, i realised that i am indeed very fortunate to have my kind of relationships so far, that i didn't really have to chase after a girl. things obviously have to change now since the girl that i like doesn't like me, as yet. i cannot possibly sit around and do nothing but yet at the same time i cannot do everything that i used to do to attract a girl because all those things are done with no risk of failure. like what dar said, when it comes from the heart, its different. there are consequences to my actions now and every step i take make a difference, be it good or bad. nevertheless, i find it quite challenging. actually i'm not someone who likes to experience new things but hey, life's like that. gosh, listening to some love song now and i can't help but think of her. its been awhile since i last had someone in mind constantly. its quite a sucky feeling because even when i think of her i cannot keep on smsing her cuz she doesn't know and i don't want to scare her. heh. funny thing bout smsing her is that everytime i do sms her, my friends keep on suaning me cuz i blushed. been having this kind of reaction and can be quite distracting, at least for my classmates who are mostly paying attention on me rather than the lecturer. hah two days ago i got eye infection and it became so bad that i couldn't open my eyes. thank god that i have friends who were there to help me buy food and stuff. the recovery rate was quite fast, by now, i can open my eyes fully but vision still abit blurry. however, apart from not being able to wear contacts, i can function normally. as in go online and read newspaper that kinda thing. competition's like in 6 hrs time and i can safely say that we are prepared. going to do some awesome stuff later and hopefully all stunts will be up. cheerleading gonna be over soon and studies have to take over my life immediately. so much stuff that has been covered. i haven really attended lectures and there wasn't much notes uploaded anyway so till now, it seems as though i'm still having holidays. dieee!! wake up kelvin. alright, lets form study groups and mug like crazy tgt ya. Jesus is Love |