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Sunday, October 12, 2008 i have low expectations on my studies but when i did had high expectations, it crashed on me. now i'm devastated and to a certain extend emotional because that was the only module that i thought i could do well but i didn't. all along i didn't care if i failed my mid terms but this, i thought i could almost score a full marks but i didn't and what i didn't expect was that i couldn't even get an A. that feeling kinda sucked, i told God that i wanna be able to thank Him even if i didn't get more than 90% but when i got far worse than 90%, i crashed. when i went for sunday service today, i couldn't really worship God. as i looked around, i saw people lifting up their hands and singing but i couldn't. i tried closing my eyes and raising my hands occasionally but it didn't help at all. my heart was right for celebration, for praise. it's been awhile since i got so affected by something that i considered so insignificant. really trying not to think about it and at the same time hoping that its just a marking error. Jesus is Love |