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Wednesday, April 23, 2008 was doing my reflection and i realised that something really cool happened after the planet shakers concert. halfway through the concert, we were invited to sit down while the usual tithing procedure took place. having a pastor giving a verse and asking us to give our all to God and then he will bless u. i obviously hear it a dozen times and naturally, eventhough i didn't say it out, i started to compare the pastor with previous ones that i've heard. anyway, the bottomline was that i felt God nudging me to give but i was like "God im left with 10 dollars and if i give it away i got no money for supper later as well as tomorrow's breakfast." after that, i couldn't really feel God's presense and somehow i felt abit remourseful for doubting God's ability. the journey back from expo back to hall was disgustingly long. we were all famished and was looking forward to having our supper at city harvest church, boon lay branch area. to cut the long story short, lejia decided to not go since she suspected that there wasn't any vegetarian stall (and yes she's a vegetarian). thus, we decided to just grab something from the pasar malam. i bought 1 chicken wing and 3 curry puffs. it obviously wasn't enough but ya, decided not to spend too much there. wanteng and ivan went to get rambly burgers and after which, she told me that sebastian's mum worked there too, one of the food stall. so being polite, she decided to say hi to her and guess what, since she was closing already, she gave us 2 bags of tapioca cake and pau. so much that i had to share with my hall mates just to finish it but obviously we still couldn't. looking back, i realised that God had a plan in mind and was just testing my faith in Him. it is said in the bible, look at the birds in the air, they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, yet the heavenly father feeds them. are u not more valuable than they? matt 6:25-26 sometimes its hard to listen or to discern whether is it god's voice but if its something good or if its for God, i suppose we should just go ahead because God loves the reckless who do things selflessly for Him. somewhat like a childlike faith. and yes, i just realised how much i love kids. heh. can't wait to have my own!!! Jesus is Love |