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Monday, December 17, 2007
its kinda late to be blogging about tm camp but it'll be worse not to. this year's camp was totally not what i had in mind. this was the first camp that didn't bring us to our spiritual peaks, at least for me. instead, it prepared me for the journey with Jesus after the camp. it would be cliche to say that i felt like a different person so lets just put it this way, after surrendering part of my life to God, i felt cleaner in a way.
its amazing how little things that u never thought it would be that serious to pile up so quickly that by the time u realised it, u are trapped in the blackhole. thankfully, God is more powerful than that and he rescued me from the hole with escape speed greater than the gravitational pull (im trying to apply whatever i have learnt from physics. heh)
while everyone was praying for the giant to be released, i knew i had something to let go and thus i wanted to be prayed for. anyway, when i tried to stay there and wait for pple to pray for me, i felt very disturbed within me. as i opened my eyes, i saw my cg members standing there waiting for pple to pray for them and there i was trying to get the same thing. it was quite a struggle because i never ministered before. like what shaun ong said, every journey begins with a first step. thus, i went forward and pray for pple. then, the HS came pouring down on me as i prayed and u know what, i realised that ministers might have a possibility of having more of the spirit.
firstly, to minister, ur walk with God must be better than the rest. thus, instead of seeking God during altar calls, u seek God more even before altar call happens so as to prepare urself and be equipped with the HS to pray and minister. simple truth like spending more time with God = more of the Spirit can often be placed in the back of our minds. i'm sure all of us know that but yet so few of us bothered to do something. it all goes back to one question, how important is God to u? standard ten year series answer, He is my everything, He is my all, my first priority etc. if u say u love God, its only words if u don't do anything about it. will u call someone ur best friend if u dun even feel like spending time with him/her?
so ya, that was my reflection for this camp. i managed to get to know some of my cg members more and some small kids in tm. its quite an achievements because the kids are of different world from me. to understand them, i felt that the only things that we can talk about is maple story for guys and girls, i'm not really sure yet. but as you spend time with them, its quite easy to get along.
i'm glad that alden came down and i'm glad that God was with him so strongly, so abundantly. heard from the sec 4 cg that they prayed for the MIAs in their own time and u know i guess i shld do something about that too. i am quite sure of what are the talents that God has blessed me with and now the tough part is to use it for his glory. edmund's gonna be stepping down soon and he has been a great help. i guess he's been the one who always put me on the right track and the one who will points out things that i might have missed. o well, half a year left, still have time to learn from him.
after the camp, my cg has become quite close, in terms of fun. derric came to me and said something like finally being able to talk to the girls. quite funny in a way but yea, a good start. we watched enchanted together and most of us felt that is was quite ghey but nice. most of us picked up some spastic moves or verses from that movie and started displaying their affections for one another outside macs. i'll leave it to ur imagination and lets just say that it was an enchanted experience. lol
going to mugen's house later. we going to stay overnight at various houses and go off to genting from there. really excited for this trip and the trip after this. kelong sounds really fun too. fresh seafood for lunch and dinner. yummy!!
+++10:53 AM+++
Jesus is Love
its kinda late to be blogging about tm camp but it'll be worse not to. this year's camp was totally not what i had in mind. this was the first camp that didn't bring us to our spiritual peaks, at least for me. instead, it prepared me for the journey with Jesus after the camp. it would be cliche to say that i felt like a different person so lets just put it this way, after surrendering part of my life to God, i felt cleaner in a way.
its amazing how little things that u never thought it would be that serious to pile up so quickly that by the time u realised it, u are trapped in the blackhole. thankfully, God is more powerful than that and he rescued me from the hole with escape speed greater than the gravitational pull (im trying to apply whatever i have learnt from physics. heh)
while everyone was praying for the giant to be released, i knew i had something to let go and thus i wanted to be prayed for. anyway, when i tried to stay there and wait for pple to pray for me, i felt very disturbed within me. as i opened my eyes, i saw my cg members standing there waiting for pple to pray for them and there i was trying to get the same thing. it was quite a struggle because i never ministered before. like what shaun ong said, every journey begins with a first step. thus, i went forward and pray for pple. then, the HS came pouring down on me as i prayed and u know what, i realised that ministers might have a possibility of having more of the spirit.
firstly, to minister, ur walk with God must be better than the rest. thus, instead of seeking God during altar calls, u seek God more even before altar call happens so as to prepare urself and be equipped with the HS to pray and minister. simple truth like spending more time with God = more of the Spirit can often be placed in the back of our minds. i'm sure all of us know that but yet so few of us bothered to do something. it all goes back to one question, how important is God to u? standard ten year series answer, He is my everything, He is my all, my first priority etc. if u say u love God, its only words if u don't do anything about it. will u call someone ur best friend if u dun even feel like spending time with him/her?
so ya, that was my reflection for this camp. i managed to get to know some of my cg members more and some small kids in tm. its quite an achievements because the kids are of different world from me. to understand them, i felt that the only things that we can talk about is maple story for guys and girls, i'm not really sure yet. but as you spend time with them, its quite easy to get along.
i'm glad that alden came down and i'm glad that God was with him so strongly, so abundantly. heard from the sec 4 cg that they prayed for the MIAs in their own time and u know i guess i shld do something about that too. i am quite sure of what are the talents that God has blessed me with and now the tough part is to use it for his glory. edmund's gonna be stepping down soon and he has been a great help. i guess he's been the one who always put me on the right track and the one who will points out things that i might have missed. o well, half a year left, still have time to learn from him.
after the camp, my cg has become quite close, in terms of fun. derric came to me and said something like finally being able to talk to the girls. quite funny in a way but yea, a good start. we watched enchanted together and most of us felt that is was quite ghey but nice. most of us picked up some spastic moves or verses from that movie and started displaying their affections for one another outside macs. i'll leave it to ur imagination and lets just say that it was an enchanted experience. lol
going to mugen's house later. we going to stay overnight at various houses and go off to genting from there. really excited for this trip and the trip after this. kelong sounds really fun too. fresh seafood for lunch and dinner. yummy!!
Jesus is Love