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Saturday, July 01, 2006
this friday and sat was kinda exciting. reinhard bonnke was in town and i wanted desperately to catch his passion for God, passion for the lost especially. let me intro abit bout this guy. he's considered to be D evangelist of century. within a single rally, he managed to win more than a million souls to christ. during every single meeting, he prayed for the sick and they got healed instantly, lame able to walk, blind able to see, mute able to speak and the best miracle of all, the dead came to life after he prayed. all these are not bullshit or old folks' tale that people talk about in the market place. its all recorded down in a video tape, i think pastor dave has a copy of it.
reinhard, to me i don't find him that fantastic as a speaker, no offense to those who adores him. he is passionate, that is the thing that makes me want to watch him speak. however, because of his passion, i realised that alot of points are actually repeated and i don't like the way they keep on marketing their products. its not wrong or whatsoever, just that due to the fact that i attended most of the rallies, i heard the marketing at least 3 times already. reinhard links alot of his sermon with fire from passages but to a certain extend, i don't think its that biblical, as in i reckoned that its just a thought from him. apart from this, he is definitely super anointed by God and i'm really jealous of his relationship with God. its a healthy kinda jealousy by the way. i wanted to use the word envious but according to a sermon by dave recently, envious is a sin, so ya.
tried to pray for gift of tongue again, once again, god didn't give it to me. i felt abit crappy at first, but still continued to give thanks eventhough my heart was thinking otherwise. don't get me wrong, i am not blaming God, just that i was kinda firm that i would get it. it seems that God really doesn't want me to have it, or rather that i have no use for it? that sounds wrong but i think u know what i mean. gift of tongue is for edifying oneself when praying becuase it allows u to convey a message to God that u yourself might not be aware of. when u don't know what to pray for, it might come in really handy. however, when i was praying for it, some thoughts came flowing in. it was as though i was ready for it, ready to pray freely in my room in tongues without freaking my parents out. ready to do some great miracles at home, or wherever i go. i tried to worship God even when i couldn't receive it. held my hands up high, give thanks for all the past blessings that he poured out unto me, i felt no connection with God. i knew my heart wasn't right but i tried. beside me were people from other countries, other churches. as they began to speak in tongues, i felt being outcasted by God but i knew that God would not forsake me. knowing facts is one thing but when u tried to take it in, its hard. just like for example when your good friend died in a car accident, u know that God is in control but u will still feel sad eventhough u know that he's going to heaven that kinda thing.
after that, spoke with a few of the tm guys, none of us got the gift of tongues and then it struck me, i wasn't the only one. somehow i feel that people from tm don't really need the gift of tongues, at least i don't think i need it. its not a necessity, but rather a want. the mentality i adopted was that its good to have. just to clarify abit, its good to have but y the impact i got from today is so big is because i was certain that i would get it and the fact that everyone around me got it but me. from there u can probably tell that i hate to be left out so ya, u guys know what to do ya. heh. be nicer to me !!
some random thoughts..
there was this foreign lady who spoke in tongues beside me. i was really impressed as in this was my first encounter with somebody with different skin color worshipping the same place as i am but in tongues. it was weird, but the super cool kinda weird. i wasfascinated and encouraged at the same time. can't wait to see millions of people of different tongues worshipping together before Jesus when he returns.
cool stuff..
friday night there was a portion catered specially for healing. reinhard prayed for disbetes, followed by athiritis then he said something like if ur friends and families are sick and u want them to get healed, represent them by praying for them now. then i was like "YES, MY GRANDMOTHER NEEDS HEALING" i said it in my heart, raised my hands and guess what, the holy spirit came down on me. when i got home, i told my mum that my grandmother was healed.
just this morning, i received a call from my mum that my grandmother, who's supposing feeling sick and bed ridden, was well again, in high spirits. she chatted with my mum the whole day and ya, praise God for that. i asked my mum to send her for a check up once more and ya, i was challenged by the God to task my mum that if my grandmother was to be healed, will she believe in Jesus. i was about to ask my mum that question after i bathed but she slept already. oh well, that's gonna have to be the first thing that i do tomorrow. goodnight.
+++11:56 PM+++
Jesus is Love
this friday and sat was kinda exciting. reinhard bonnke was in town and i wanted desperately to catch his passion for God, passion for the lost especially. let me intro abit bout this guy. he's considered to be D evangelist of century. within a single rally, he managed to win more than a million souls to christ. during every single meeting, he prayed for the sick and they got healed instantly, lame able to walk, blind able to see, mute able to speak and the best miracle of all, the dead came to life after he prayed. all these are not bullshit or old folks' tale that people talk about in the market place. its all recorded down in a video tape, i think pastor dave has a copy of it.
reinhard, to me i don't find him that fantastic as a speaker, no offense to those who adores him. he is passionate, that is the thing that makes me want to watch him speak. however, because of his passion, i realised that alot of points are actually repeated and i don't like the way they keep on marketing their products. its not wrong or whatsoever, just that due to the fact that i attended most of the rallies, i heard the marketing at least 3 times already. reinhard links alot of his sermon with fire from passages but to a certain extend, i don't think its that biblical, as in i reckoned that its just a thought from him. apart from this, he is definitely super anointed by God and i'm really jealous of his relationship with God. its a healthy kinda jealousy by the way. i wanted to use the word envious but according to a sermon by dave recently, envious is a sin, so ya.
tried to pray for gift of tongue again, once again, god didn't give it to me. i felt abit crappy at first, but still continued to give thanks eventhough my heart was thinking otherwise. don't get me wrong, i am not blaming God, just that i was kinda firm that i would get it. it seems that God really doesn't want me to have it, or rather that i have no use for it? that sounds wrong but i think u know what i mean. gift of tongue is for edifying oneself when praying becuase it allows u to convey a message to God that u yourself might not be aware of. when u don't know what to pray for, it might come in really handy. however, when i was praying for it, some thoughts came flowing in. it was as though i was ready for it, ready to pray freely in my room in tongues without freaking my parents out. ready to do some great miracles at home, or wherever i go. i tried to worship God even when i couldn't receive it. held my hands up high, give thanks for all the past blessings that he poured out unto me, i felt no connection with God. i knew my heart wasn't right but i tried. beside me were people from other countries, other churches. as they began to speak in tongues, i felt being outcasted by God but i knew that God would not forsake me. knowing facts is one thing but when u tried to take it in, its hard. just like for example when your good friend died in a car accident, u know that God is in control but u will still feel sad eventhough u know that he's going to heaven that kinda thing.
after that, spoke with a few of the tm guys, none of us got the gift of tongues and then it struck me, i wasn't the only one. somehow i feel that people from tm don't really need the gift of tongues, at least i don't think i need it. its not a necessity, but rather a want. the mentality i adopted was that its good to have. just to clarify abit, its good to have but y the impact i got from today is so big is because i was certain that i would get it and the fact that everyone around me got it but me. from there u can probably tell that i hate to be left out so ya, u guys know what to do ya. heh. be nicer to me !!
some random thoughts..
there was this foreign lady who spoke in tongues beside me. i was really impressed as in this was my first encounter with somebody with different skin color worshipping the same place as i am but in tongues. it was weird, but the super cool kinda weird. i wasfascinated and encouraged at the same time. can't wait to see millions of people of different tongues worshipping together before Jesus when he returns.
cool stuff..
friday night there was a portion catered specially for healing. reinhard prayed for disbetes, followed by athiritis then he said something like if ur friends and families are sick and u want them to get healed, represent them by praying for them now. then i was like "YES, MY GRANDMOTHER NEEDS HEALING" i said it in my heart, raised my hands and guess what, the holy spirit came down on me. when i got home, i told my mum that my grandmother was healed.
just this morning, i received a call from my mum that my grandmother, who's supposing feeling sick and bed ridden, was well again, in high spirits. she chatted with my mum the whole day and ya, praise God for that. i asked my mum to send her for a check up once more and ya, i was challenged by the God to task my mum that if my grandmother was to be healed, will she believe in Jesus. i was about to ask my mum that question after i bathed but she slept already. oh well, that's gonna have to be the first thing that i do tomorrow. goodnight.
Jesus is Love