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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
i have been neglecting my cg recently but i can't help it. will be missing yet another cg outing on the 4th June. all the planning had been quite exciting, involving stayovers, beach outing, bbq etc. at the end of the day, i can't go. i know it will dampened the spirit but i really got no choice. will be working from mon to sun next week. no break at all, everyday from 11am to 9pm. i need money, i need to clear off my debts.
God is good. he was with me during work. for the first time, i stood at one place for almost 9 hrs. my legs hurt like crap now. the usually quiet and motionless PS on a weekday had quite a crowd today. i am really thankful for that. sold alot of phones and got commission from that. heh
im really tired right now but i dunno y im still online. buddy's birthday coming and i have yet to get something for him. will do that this friday i reckoned. the week seemed to be lengthened when one is working. it ticks by the minute. i don't think we will celebrate much for him as our phii gop got to study for O level chinese. actually i dun like the idea of postponing the celebration as it runs the risk of not celebrating it at all. anyhow, we are not as close as we use to. its either because i am not giving him enough attention or that i give others attention as well. hmm, i might be too sensitive.
been spending alot of time thinking through, trying to untie certain knots. went to the house of an old friend of mine. it brought back alot of memories, good and bad. its been like almost a year already and i thought i have long forgotten bout it, as in i don't feel anything at all. i am definitely not angry at him or wadsoever at the current moment. when i looked back, i seriously dunno y things ended up the way it is now. if i remember correctly, we didn't quarrel, we didn't fight, but we stopped talking. without any apparent reason, just like that! i might seemed that i don't care but i do. i guess i'm afraid that i'll get hurt again. i trusted u so much, but u doubted me. oh well, like what michelle said, friends come and go. if given a choice, i want to make things right but one thing's for sure, we can never be that close anymore. at this point of time, i just want to say i'm sorry.
+++10:34 PM+++
Jesus is Love
i have been neglecting my cg recently but i can't help it. will be missing yet another cg outing on the 4th June. all the planning had been quite exciting, involving stayovers, beach outing, bbq etc. at the end of the day, i can't go. i know it will dampened the spirit but i really got no choice. will be working from mon to sun next week. no break at all, everyday from 11am to 9pm. i need money, i need to clear off my debts.
God is good. he was with me during work. for the first time, i stood at one place for almost 9 hrs. my legs hurt like crap now. the usually quiet and motionless PS on a weekday had quite a crowd today. i am really thankful for that. sold alot of phones and got commission from that. heh
im really tired right now but i dunno y im still online. buddy's birthday coming and i have yet to get something for him. will do that this friday i reckoned. the week seemed to be lengthened when one is working. it ticks by the minute. i don't think we will celebrate much for him as our phii gop got to study for O level chinese. actually i dun like the idea of postponing the celebration as it runs the risk of not celebrating it at all. anyhow, we are not as close as we use to. its either because i am not giving him enough attention or that i give others attention as well. hmm, i might be too sensitive.
been spending alot of time thinking through, trying to untie certain knots. went to the house of an old friend of mine. it brought back alot of memories, good and bad. its been like almost a year already and i thought i have long forgotten bout it, as in i don't feel anything at all. i am definitely not angry at him or wadsoever at the current moment. when i looked back, i seriously dunno y things ended up the way it is now. if i remember correctly, we didn't quarrel, we didn't fight, but we stopped talking. without any apparent reason, just like that! i might seemed that i don't care but i do. i guess i'm afraid that i'll get hurt again. i trusted u so much, but u doubted me. oh well, like what michelle said, friends come and go. if given a choice, i want to make things right but one thing's for sure, we can never be that close anymore. at this point of time, i just want to say i'm sorry.
Jesus is Love