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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Blessed be the name of the Lord! this song had been in my mind for the past week. i feel that something is going to be taken away from me but i dunno what. in most cases, God will choose to take away the most precious thing from me... friends, or perhaps friend. i am trying to cultivate a thankful spirit but at the same time, there's another spirit that is trying to pull me away from God. i know i have the power to fight against it (with the help from God) but there's always temptations involved. anyhow, i will and i have to. God i need ur strength and the will power!!
i am waiting for time to pass by now. will be meeting wanqing sufen and ivena tonight at 10pm to go clubbing. i seriously dunno what to expect or wad to wear. according to wanqing, she told us to wear something fashionable like DUH!! i will probably wear a shirt and jeans. wad else can a guy wear anyway? we will most probably be there until 2 plus. 4 hrs of drinking and dancing, its going to be a whole new experience. i don't think i will drink more than a cup though. i know where i stand and my purpose of going there. once again i have to remind myself that i am out with 3 girls which means that i have to protect them. somehow it sounds quite weird. i recall like 3 years ago, sufen told me that she got this impression that if they encounter any trouble, i will be the first to run away. its been a long time already. dunno whether she still think of me that way.
i'm not exactly very excited or enthusiastic about this whole clubbing idea. i just want to have a look about what its like. dancing freestyle with strangers and flirting with girls in a place like this ain't that appealing to me. i dun really like the idea of flirting when i'm out with girls. its not right, unless the girls that i hang out with does the same thing. but then again, i don't have such friends so ya. actually i was hoping to go clubbing with a bigger group. by doing so, the chances of us meeting new people will be lesser, which is good. i don't think i can make any decent friends in places like this. i mean decent people do go to clubs (people like me.. heh), but what are the probability rate of me meeting that particular kind of people. just to keep myself out of trouble, i shall just stick with my friends.
dancing with strangers can be quite embarassing. i dunno how maybe people gonna look at u and stuff. people like amy will most probably say things like "this guy can't dance" or "this guy sucked". or should i just stick with how the fat guy in "hitch" dance (the decent one). its quite dumb to think of so many things before going there. clubbing is a nonsense place, i should be behave like a piece of crap, dancing with a crappy style. the bottom line is this - that i should enjoy myself. but then again, as a typical guy, i will still be pretty cautious about my image. as a single and available guy, u never know when or where you will meet ur soulmate. its better to be safe than sorry! on the other hand, girls like guys to be real. thats what happened in hitch too right? the super model or superstar got attracted to the fat guy because he's real (but that's just a show). i reckoned that the first impression must still be good, irregardless of how good u look or how impressive your character is. i read from a book that the first impression to a girl is very crucial. it takes the longest to be erased or maybe not at all. for one to change his/her impression of someone, it will take like a special event to happen. it always happen in drama. in real life however, it might be true but we have to wait rather long, maybe forever??
hmm, i shall look for some stuff to do to distract my mind from thinking too much. heh, trying to learn from ivan.
+++1:27 PM+++
Jesus is Love
Blessed be the name of the Lord! this song had been in my mind for the past week. i feel that something is going to be taken away from me but i dunno what. in most cases, God will choose to take away the most precious thing from me... friends, or perhaps friend. i am trying to cultivate a thankful spirit but at the same time, there's another spirit that is trying to pull me away from God. i know i have the power to fight against it (with the help from God) but there's always temptations involved. anyhow, i will and i have to. God i need ur strength and the will power!!
i am waiting for time to pass by now. will be meeting wanqing sufen and ivena tonight at 10pm to go clubbing. i seriously dunno what to expect or wad to wear. according to wanqing, she told us to wear something fashionable like DUH!! i will probably wear a shirt and jeans. wad else can a guy wear anyway? we will most probably be there until 2 plus. 4 hrs of drinking and dancing, its going to be a whole new experience. i don't think i will drink more than a cup though. i know where i stand and my purpose of going there. once again i have to remind myself that i am out with 3 girls which means that i have to protect them. somehow it sounds quite weird. i recall like 3 years ago, sufen told me that she got this impression that if they encounter any trouble, i will be the first to run away. its been a long time already. dunno whether she still think of me that way.
i'm not exactly very excited or enthusiastic about this whole clubbing idea. i just want to have a look about what its like. dancing freestyle with strangers and flirting with girls in a place like this ain't that appealing to me. i dun really like the idea of flirting when i'm out with girls. its not right, unless the girls that i hang out with does the same thing. but then again, i don't have such friends so ya. actually i was hoping to go clubbing with a bigger group. by doing so, the chances of us meeting new people will be lesser, which is good. i don't think i can make any decent friends in places like this. i mean decent people do go to clubs (people like me.. heh), but what are the probability rate of me meeting that particular kind of people. just to keep myself out of trouble, i shall just stick with my friends.
dancing with strangers can be quite embarassing. i dunno how maybe people gonna look at u and stuff. people like amy will most probably say things like "this guy can't dance" or "this guy sucked". or should i just stick with how the fat guy in "hitch" dance (the decent one). its quite dumb to think of so many things before going there. clubbing is a nonsense place, i should be behave like a piece of crap, dancing with a crappy style. the bottom line is this - that i should enjoy myself. but then again, as a typical guy, i will still be pretty cautious about my image. as a single and available guy, u never know when or where you will meet ur soulmate. its better to be safe than sorry! on the other hand, girls like guys to be real. thats what happened in hitch too right? the super model or superstar got attracted to the fat guy because he's real (but that's just a show). i reckoned that the first impression must still be good, irregardless of how good u look or how impressive your character is. i read from a book that the first impression to a girl is very crucial. it takes the longest to be erased or maybe not at all. for one to change his/her impression of someone, it will take like a special event to happen. it always happen in drama. in real life however, it might be true but we have to wait rather long, maybe forever??
hmm, i shall look for some stuff to do to distract my mind from thinking too much. heh, trying to learn from ivan.
Jesus is Love