Teacher's Diary

Monday, May 09, 2005

tm412 was okie, compared to yesterday. the sermon was quite draggy at the end. i almost fell asleep but i managed to survive. it was cool to have Quiet Time slotted in during the cg discussion. God was there, He gave me a passage to share with the cg. that's what i did and ya, through that, God worked miracles. somehow i know, i know that it had impacted the cg. there's more to be done and i had not much time left to do that. anyway, cg time like i said was great. not only did we managed to spend time with God, we stayed back for like 40 mins just to talk nonsense and share bout our lives. it wasn't very structured, just spontaneous sharing. at the end of it, i really hope that the cg will continue to be this close or even closer. amidst of all the exams, we were actually playing for an outing. i guess that's part of the stress relieve program. this time round, its more of a outreach rather than some normal social gathering. thus, there's alot more factors to be considered carefully. i really hope that we can have a some stayover. if the girls were to stay at christina's place, i will try to ask dave whether we could bunk at rindu or if not daniel's house since its the biggest.

i went dinner with sarah kenniese ivan and joel. initially, i wanted to just eat up the hill but i didn't want to spoil the plans of others because of me. anyhow, it was fun talking to them. meiling joined us for dinner halfway. i find her rather amusing. i commented that she looked 26 (which was obviously a joke) but she took it kinda seriously as in she went on telling us that someone actually mistook her for a househelp. i tried not to laugh but i couldn't. sarah was trying hard not to laugh too, at least meiling couldn't see her from her seat. after waiting for sarah to finish her dinner, sarah and kenniese went to toilet. i wanted to take cab back to church so instead of waiting for them to come out of the toilet, we left without them. i was like rushing to go back church for dance and yea, neglected the two girls. it was really my fault and ya, shall make up to them somehow. in the end, we took a bus back home since its too late for dance prac already. the bus ride made me really sleepy. i tried to talk but after awhile, i stoned again.

when we (ivan and me) outside my house, i realised that i forgot to bring my keys and thus we had to sit at the steps there while waiting for my parents to get home. sitting there talking wasn't so bad afterall. could see that ivan was trying to stay awake. mum came back first, while dad parked his car. after bathing, i felt so much better. we looked through my jc photos and ya, showed him who reina was and stuff. now all three guys who came to my house for stayover know what reina looks like. the other time when daniel and eliel came, they sorta browse through the letters that i got from my fan club too. haha. that was kinda cute. we managed to stay awake until 1.30am. we actually managed to hah, what an achievement. overall, i'm glad that ivan came over.

we woke up at 7.30am. he had no problem waking up that early at my place. but when he's alone at home, dunno y sometimes he cannot wake up in time for first service. heh. i guess that's got to do with friends around us. just like when we have stayovers, usually all of us will wake up at unearthly hour.

the weather on sunday was really nasty. i didn't want my shoes to get wet so i wore slippers there. my specs was in my bag so i didn't bother to take it out either. actually that's just an excuse. wanted to improve my eyesight so ya. anyway, ivan was there so he can be my walking eyes. heh.

in church, everyone was like where's your specs? i thought it would be good to look different once in a while. heh. back to being vain again and yes, i am as vain as someone.

*looks at xxxx* haha

i felt as though i got boxed during sermon. was leaning back and fro just to keep myself awake. the two guys beside amy died. after service, went to serangoon to eat with daniel cherwyn justin and my tnb_underling. we wanted to go s11 to eat but was captivated by the aroma of this nasi lemak stall just before the foodcourt. while eating, cherwyn and tnb couldn't resist the temptation of lan gaming and decided to play just one game.

at the lan shop, tnb finally realised that he brought an umbrella after getting himself drenched. anyhow, from one game, become to game and finally, it amounted to more than an hour. its normal i reckoned. lan gaming is somewhat like drugs. once u start, its hard to stop. i stopped playing at 3.50pm. went to ivan's house after that to watch OC. i hate that part when marissa turned bi and kissed alex. was totally grossed out. i mean what was the director thinking?? she's all hot and stuff, why must she turned to girls for love. guys are not that bad what. this is why media is bad. they always potray the negative side of things. sigh!

left ivan's house at 9pm. ivan turned off the lights before i got out of the house and i accidentally knocked into the cabinet i think. my heart was like skipped a beat. was quite scared that i would break something. on the way back, i was on a dreamy state. thought about people from the OC. hah. sometimes i wished i could be one of them and experience the lifestyle there, staying at the pool house, having a friend/brother staying under the same roof, having a girlfriend, having cool parents. actually more on the pool house and the bed. it looked really comfortable. heh

nice weekend!!

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